I turned 23 today. Couldn't wait to get older. 23 is kinna old and now i feel weird. From August 01 i start having this sweet feeling that this is my month and somehow i find everything sweet about it. I may be the kind of person who downplay themselves in front of others but i love myself because however i am, good or bad, only i can love myself unconditionally and only i can understand myself.
I love my birthday. It's a special day for me and i love to spend it with myself but i hardly do. I'm the queen of my own world on 20th August, celebrating the day i came in this world. I'm unique like every other human being. I have so many flaws, i hold so many pains and secrets in my heart, I have seen so much, my life is still not on a smooth track but today it all comes down to me giving credit to myself for coming this far; looking back at an eventful life and looking forward into an opaque future. How far have i come; what have i seen i life; what failures and successes i have experienced, its nice to contemplate all this on this day. But i don't think i really sit down and give it a serious thought but it would be great if i do.
23rd birthday was unique. Had it on Eid day though i got no text messages at 12 as all the networks were jammed. Kicked the day off with my family and it was great with all the presents i got from them. I felt i don't need more n i didn't feel the absence of not getting wishes from friends.
The day passed doing Eid stuff mainly and getting to know my new iPod Nano, a present from my sister. But as the day is drawing to a close, I'm getting kinna gloomy. I have everything, i got everything but was it enough? Sure that i didn't feel something missing deep down? I wonder if there ever will be someone who will consider this day valuable and will try to make it special for me in his own way. But I'm glad i have a family that makes my birthday special every time.
Happy Birthday to me. I wish the coming year brings me success, peace of mind and happiness that i seek. Amen!
I love my birthday. It's a special day for me and i love to spend it with myself but i hardly do. I'm the queen of my own world on 20th August, celebrating the day i came in this world. I'm unique like every other human being. I have so many flaws, i hold so many pains and secrets in my heart, I have seen so much, my life is still not on a smooth track but today it all comes down to me giving credit to myself for coming this far; looking back at an eventful life and looking forward into an opaque future. How far have i come; what have i seen i life; what failures and successes i have experienced, its nice to contemplate all this on this day. But i don't think i really sit down and give it a serious thought but it would be great if i do.
23rd birthday was unique. Had it on Eid day though i got no text messages at 12 as all the networks were jammed. Kicked the day off with my family and it was great with all the presents i got from them. I felt i don't need more n i didn't feel the absence of not getting wishes from friends.
The day passed doing Eid stuff mainly and getting to know my new iPod Nano, a present from my sister. But as the day is drawing to a close, I'm getting kinna gloomy. I have everything, i got everything but was it enough? Sure that i didn't feel something missing deep down? I wonder if there ever will be someone who will consider this day valuable and will try to make it special for me in his own way. But I'm glad i have a family that makes my birthday special every time.
Happy Birthday to me. I wish the coming year brings me success, peace of mind and happiness that i seek. Amen!
